SUICIDE: 1. the act of killing oneself 2. one who commits suicide
It seems to be more and more with the economy and within teens these days with teasing they think that suicide is the way out. You might be asking "What do you know about suicide?" I spent many years being suicidal, self-mutilating, drug addicted, had done the choking game, having eating disorders & mentally unstable with my mental illnesses. That is how I know. I have been out of the mental hospitals for over 9 years & balanced my bipolar for about as long. I also have something else on my side. That is God. I found him and my life will never be the same. 
Suicide is a selfish act. When I was in those states I didn't even believe that even my Mother, the only one who seemed to care, cared about me. I made her cry and I still feel bad about that even today.
Do you know how your family and friends will feel if you die? They will feel horrible and hurt very bad for a long time. You will give them many unanswered questions that only you can answerbut you are gone. They will never know the answer because it died with you.
Do you know how God will feel? Horrible because he loves you. His only son died for you. He loves you that much! It is causing him great pain because you are in great pain right now also. What you do to yourself you are doing to him. He would not hurt you but yet you might hurt yourself.Also suicide is very dangerous for your soul a
lso. Suicide is homicide to the self. The problem is that you have no time to repent of that homicide to the self because you will be dead! No time and stuck in hell for a eternity.I read in a book that there is two types of suicidal people. There are those who want to "die" or want to "kill themselves". The one who wants to die is the ones who will end up dead for there family to greave but those who want to kill themselves don't want to die but want help. I was in the kill themselves class.
Suicide is not a way out. It is a perminiate soluntion to a tempoary problem. When you get to hell there is no way out. You cannot kill yourself again.
Now you might be wondering what the first part of the title called "Satan Screaming". In my mind anyone who is suicidal has satan with a bull horn screaming in the suicidal person's ear and God's voice is just a whisper. I got to tell you this is true. I had that happen to me.
I was in and out of mental hosptals for 4 years and exact number of times I cannot even count of my fingers and toes. I hated myself, & hated my life. I also hated (and sometimes still today) my PTSD from the abuse I went through. Suicide attemps, self-mutilation, eating disorders & drug addictions. I used these to cope with the memories of my abuse. Satan used that in his favor and after that, taking it hook, line and sinker, Satan ran my life. There was no doubt about it. .After many years of bipolar gone wild I found the right medication and I found God. Talk about the darkness into light.
I use to talk about depression as being in a deep dark pit. God's forgiveness through Jesus Christ's life, death & ressurrection was my rope to get out of there. I just had to grab it. So I did & like I said my life was never the same.
If you know of anyone who is suicidal right now don't wait. Call 911 right now for that person. You might just save that person's life. Even if they get mad at you that is the right to do. Don't feel bad on what you did.
If you are suicidal DON'T DO IT!! Your life is worth more than you think! I don't want you to spend a eternity in hell. Get some help! Call someone! If no one loves you on earth but God loves you so much and he is waiting for you to come to him. He loves you no matter what. Come on! Pray this prayer with me:
Dear God. I am a sinner. Your son lived and died for me. I believe that and in his ressurrection. I know you love me even if no one else loves me. I know you would never abuse me. God guide me on the right path. I know suicide is not the right path. Help me get well. Come into my life and in my heart forever. In Jesus name, AMEN!!
GOD BLESS AND DE-STRESS!!
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